FREEDOM!

After much thought, discussion and prayer we have decided to quit managing apartments for the last 6 months of Jeff's schooling in preparation for the arrival of the babies. It may sound ridiculous to move just for 6 months because we will be moving in December anyway, but with how sick and exhausted I have been and with the high risk pregnancy of twins I just can't do it anymore. We will be working for one more month while we will be moving, but after I am done I can finally focus on my family and begin the preparation for the babies to come. Poor Porter has had to deal with a sick no energy mom and with my frustrations with work I have unfortunately taken it out on him. And summertime in the apartment managing world is our busiest time, and I definitely don't have the energy to deal with what is coming. Now I will be able to rest/nap when Porter naps, because normally I am having to work during that time which totally drains me, and I will now have the energy to play with Porter and do fun activities with him - to just give him the attention that he needs. And if the babies come early I won't have to worry about work or always have work in the back of my mind. I will actually be free to be what I've always wanted to be - purely a stay at home mom. You don't know how excited I am to have my home back and not be interrupted by people all the time and to be able to do whatever I wanted when I wanted and not worry about being home and awake during my office hours. Ahhhhh, the freedom of not managing apartments anymore - you don't know how excited I am!!